friends nowadays

friends are supposed to understand you without speaking and to speak to them about anything that cross your mind , feelings , problems , thoughts.

But how can we trust someone as a friend if he looks to you crystal clear but he always ignores you trying to hide his problems struggling to hide from you anything that upset him.
Is this friendship ? or they are just "fake" ?
after 8 years friendship , I realized that my friend doesn't trust me the way I trust her, I was really shocked.
It's true that I'm acting with her like nothing happened but it really hurt me so much.
I losed faith in friendship, in true relationship actually .

خواطر

 .الانسان, ذلك الكائن المعقد و البسيط في آن واحد 

.مهما كبر الانسان و تطور يظل ضعيفا أقل اختلال في روتينه اليومي يؤرقه و يقلقه

.الخوف من المرض و الموت هو أمر نتجاهله لكنه دائما يطل علينا من قريب أو بعيد , يؤثر فينا و يجعلنا نعيد حساباتنا

تلك العاصفة التي تجتاحك ,ذلك الخوف ,ذلك التشاؤم الذي يجتاحك و تحاول أن تخفيه عن أقرب الناس اليك .

my first article

What to write or what I'm supposed to say ? I don't really know :)
all I know that it's gonna be my private space to express my feelings, anger ,emotions or just to write things that I'm thinking of :) so welcome me to bloging world :)